Sacrifice
“Please go downstairs Drake”, I thought to myself. After several attempts to make him stay downstairs where the fans were blowing, I gave up. I had taken all the screens off the upstairs bedroom windows to be repaired, and had a deadline to get those rooms painted. The day had been in the upper 80’s, and it was super hot up there. I opened the windows without the screens, but had to close them almost immediately due to mosquitos.
So there I was, up there painting after an 11 hour day at work, and it must have been over 100, humid, and no air moving. Sweat dripped off my face as I bent down to load a roller with paint, and I could barely stand it. And there was Drake. He insisted on being where I was, laying no more than 10 feet from me, panting at an incredible rate. He was so hot, but had to be where I was. Talk about loyalty. I felt terrible, but praised him and had to keep working.
Keep working. No fishing. The summer is waning, and this is some of the best fishing of the season. As I mentioned in one of the last posts “leaving the lake”, I decided to sell the lakefront home. That decision didn’t come with a full understanding of what needed to be done to get the place in order to sell - until I started, and saw the list at two pages and growing. This is certainly one of those situations where one thing gets accomplished and two more get put on the list. You’ve been there.
So, I sacrifice. Sacrifice time previously spent on fishing, relaxing, sleeping, friends, relationships, neighbors, Daughters, Sons…and Drake. One of the definitions of sacrifice is giving up something good for something better. I hope that’s the way it turns out. Right now I think I’m neglecting those I care about while I drive myself on these projects. All I can say is I’m sorry, but it’s got to be done.
I hope everyone understands. And if I could, I’d even hope Drake “understands”.